I Hid & God Found Me

ace101

Jun 1

It seems so long ago that l hid from the truth of me - seems strange now to look back because l do not ever look at the past as that is another land but the journey to this point is important to understand as that is now found in me

People say one-day l changed it was like ' Paul Entering Damascus ' l suppose that was the same for me but much much different as it was many things that took place before - God Found Me

Oh l do not mean l was not here or there l was just trying to hide me inside the person God Planned & Wanted Me To Be - its like putting a sheet over your head and hiding in the dark or playing hide and seek and never wanting to be found

You see but you do not feel - you feel but you do not know why - and most of all you look but cannot hear your voice - it quiet and silent as it is from thee

Oh yes God knew where l was and found me that wreck of what l was mean't to be and l was not myself but a combination of all that others made me to be and so l was not free - as l am today to follow God where ere' he may lead Me

Over those day of unhappiness l would while away the hours in quiet contemplation of how l lost Me - it did not happen in a day - a year - but more that l eventually - hid from thee - Then one by one it lifted like a curtain to reveal Me and then God had found me like hidden under that tree - It was a ' Tree of Knowledge ' he brought to Me

So l was not hiding but being made ready for thee to come and bring his word in knowledge and write this ' Book to Thee ' - Now my hiding is over as l came from beneath that ' Tree ' into the ' Light of God ' to that ' Word ' You see and as it grew on Me and could eventually see that sometimes - To Protect Me - God had Hidden Me

AMEN